This story that I’m telling you, is about a girls stupidity. Simplicity at first until her life soon led to tragedy. Oh did I skip too far ahead from what I’ve said already. Silly me, My apologies. Her name was Loree Lee. This girl was something special. Not to say she needed help. But she had much potential. A little shy. Afraid to lie. Her words were left unspoken. The time it took to notice her, your watch must then be broken. Nobody asked her out on dates. No one relates to a girl so pure of heart. A heart not torn apart by love but the journey it embarqs. Though plain, her beauty shined within. Her olive skin. Big hazel eyes that deepened always remained the same. No shadows, liners, eyelash definers could ever place the blame. See, Loree Lee was plain indeed, but far from ordinary. Never succumbed to wicked ones. A heavy soul she carried.
A handsome boy, about six foot with eyes that filled with passion, showed interest in Ms. Loree Lee. An obvious attraction. Confused at this, despite the risk she answered his polite gesture. He grabbed her hand, he had a plan that soon will really test her. In awe, she can’t believe this guy who’s showed an interest she wont deny that fate brought her and him to meet. She believes this cannot be beat.
He stops his charm, to her alarm he’s gotten pretty quiet. Been walking on for hours now, his presence seems defiant. The grip he has now starts to tighten, no room to move she’s getting frightened. She tugs her arm to be set free. But he’s clenching on to Loree Lee. She thinks she’ll try to scream real loud. Her yell cut short as he covers her mouth. She’s panicking now as she tries to stop walking. But his strength overpowers her fists he is blocking. Alone in the woods she’s left helpless. Surrendered. Nobody to save her. Each cry left unanswered. Loree Lee decided to ignore her conscience see, believed that he saw something more that meets the eye. A deeper soul she tried to find. Instead Ms. Loree Lee had found, her life cut short. Buried in the ground.
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Loree Lee
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Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Wake Up Great
I woke up feeling great today
Much differently than yesterday
I cant quite seem to figure out
What this feelings all about
I went to sleep so filled with hatred
Awoke with joy. These smiles painted
No melancholy mood to stress me
No worried thoughts tried to depress me.
Did I succeed and clear my head
With just a few hours spent in bed?
Did my nightmare, or so it’d seem
Disguise itself as just a dream?
Either way, I could never attest
To a day so content from a little more rest
I just might have to cut my night short
And spend it alone in a comfy resort
In hopes that tomorrows as good as today
In fact, should be better since I’ve been here all day
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Familiar Stranger
Another day, another year
My life stands still more apt to fear
This merry-go-round of draining emotion
has no signs of an end, no relief or devotion
My worries build up, my brain starts to ache
Im edgy, uneasy. There isn't much more I can take
Why do I demolish my hopes of achieving?
Why beat myself up? Leave no room for believing
These dreams and these goals were supposed to live up to
The drive to succeed. We have it. We all do.
But what if one day you wake up and realize
A stranger within has been looking through your eyes
They walk like we do and they talk just the same
We dont even know how long its been since they came
They act as chameleons, taking on any shape or form
Provide a feeling of comfort and shelter from the storm
They pick up the slack when it grows such a burden
We shove hatred their way thinking that it wont hurt them
When in trouble we've caused, they're an excellent scapegoat
They save us from drowning and teach us to float
But what if this stranger, this person we trust
Couldn't handle the pressure, found it hard and unjust
Couldn't stand to just sit there and watch through your eyes
See you hide behind fear, hear you over analyze
They are done with excuses and done with self pity
You've done nothing but use them to escape reality
So they're gone with no warning, no intention to return
In hopes of believing that one day you'll learn
You grow weary and helpless. Your patience runs thin
But remember you, yourself is the stranger. Your dependent within
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Breath Easy
Questioning motives you look past his desperation
He is the antidote that cures your fascination
Waiting with watchful eyes you pass a forceful gesture
A touch that will tantalize your body you have rendured
He melts your iced cold heart
Breath easy now
Completes what you couldn’t start
Breath easy now
He numbs all the pain you’ve felt that’s left you so disabled
His voice calms your racing thoughts returns shaking nerves to stable
He makes you feel beautiful despite your harsh perception
A promise he will fulfill to not lead you to deception
He finds the missing piece
Breath easy now
With him you are now complete
Breath easy now
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Inside Out
"Inside Out"
[verse one]
Reaching out to find there's nothing there to keep you on the ground
The darkness leaves you blind, you've just lost sight of what cannot be found
You wonder how it got this way
In fact it may. . . just be what you've become
Not knowing where you once came from
[chorus]
I'm turned inside out
The love that filled my soul
is now hollowed out
You lost me in the crowd
with no hand to hold
I turn inside out
[verse two]
Repeating steps I take keeps leading me back to where I started
The choices that I make seem wrong and leave me broken hearted
You wonder how it got this bad
Just if you had. . . one chance to press rewind
to start again yourself you'd find
[chorus]
I'm turned inside out
The love that filled my soul
is now hollowed out
You lost me in the crowd
with no hand to hold
I turn inside out
[final verse]
I can't seem to figure out
why i am turning inside out
My feelings I have tried to hide
Are showing on the outside
I'm turned inside out
No hand to hold
I am inside out
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How Could I?
How could I?
If only I could erase my fears
Unraveled. Scared. Beyond repair
If only I could plug my ears
Blockade. Disaster. Destroying faster
No day passes by
That I don’t think.
How could I?
Forget to even try
I just gave up
How could I?
A stranger, I walk among my friends
Unheard. Neglected. Thoughts reflected
Push through the crowd, my body blends
Indifferent. Rejected. So Unexpected
No day passes by
That I don’t think
How did I?
Forget to even try
I just gave up
How could I?
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