assumptions assumptions!

I think I thought a thing that might have been a dream.

I might have made it up. I might have not.

Am I imagining?

From what is real and what is fake. There's no mistake

that something happened. 

I just can't fathom

the thought that seems to be at stake.

I'll continue on and go along with what it just might be.

But in a junction, my assumptions

only cause insecurity.

I'm unaware and often scared of what I think I thought I knew.

Which isn't much but made up stuff

I stir in a pot of confusion stew.

And so the dream I thought I had turns out to be a nightmare.

The thing I thought now thinks it's bad

a vision made to seem unfair.

A thought is fine to have until the thought becomes a question.

And when it does, a question, if not answered soon becomes assumption.

Your thoughts are clearly fine to go about assuming what they will

But asking someone else instead will put to rest the rumor wheel

Alter-Me Go

We walk these same dark streets alone

Illusion speaks to ones unknown

Perplexed with fear drives crossbone eyes

To overlook a clear blue sky

We hold each end of braided rope

A tug of war to which envokes

A pull towards a peaceful mind

Forfeit an uninspired bind

We speak in sync a twisted tongue

Deep breaths of carbon fill our lungs

These walls left black and charred with dust

Through dirt and filth that covers us

A pure, unseen diversity

Washed clean our dreams in open sea

Our prominence to will of word

A dominance one side unheard

We are but one and one are we

Ripped in half so forcefully

Two sided, is it friend or foe?

Two halves divided. We'll never know

Footsteps Leading Nowhere

An ever changing world spins 'round

Rotation at a steady speed

Each footstep followed. Forward bound

An unknown path to which they lead

To stop for just a moments time

Look down at worn out soles

A glimpse of life you can't rewind

A timeless view unfolds

Your body still and motionless

Each scent aware and heightened

Instead of feeling powerless

No longer feeling frightened

Appreciating all that is

For it is all we have

A moment gone you can't relive

Unreachable to grab

Your feet you follow, step by step

To get to where your going

Obstructs your view to what is left

To what keeps you from knowing

The narrow path you travel towards

A future of existence 

Is just a made up self reward

To a never ending distance

For now is all we ever feel

Though past and future dangles

The present time is truly real

Don't let shoelaces tangle 

Everything Happens For a Reason

Everything happens for a reason. I've heard this saying countless times and it's still hard to fathom the thought. Through every situation comes reason. The well thought out question, why. Why do things happen? What is the main cause in which bad and or good things happen? Do we as individuals view these situations in a negative sense or do we view them in a positive light? And in doing so, does this cause an obscured view, steering away from the main focal point? 
    To question a cause for reaction is quite common and in doing so, can be an open invitation for doubt. Instead of allowing nature to take its course, we create the "what if" factor. One in which we are accustomed to portraying. What if I had done this differently? Or, "what if I had said this instead?" It is our curiosity to question reason, but in fact can envoke a cloudy mindset. Though we'd like to believe our conscience actions play a major role in each occurrence, it is only but a small part to contribute. But also one can relate conscience desires for a positive outcome to whats called, "Law of Attraction," which simply says that you attract into your life whatever you think about. That your dominant thoughts will find a way to manifest. This inference can be related but in a different sense.
     I view the reasons that cause an outcome to be simply out of our hands. We can relate the cause to acts leading up to conclusion using hypothesis based notions but the main reason will never be made clear. We are affected differently through our thought process by how each situation is played out.
     A negative outcome to a situation, in most cases causes a negative reaction. One in which makes the cause of events purely dissatisfying to ones self. Where is the light at the end of this never ending, dark tunnel? A question made so intangible to reason leaving paralyzing doubt left undiscovered. 
     For example, your best friend was involved in a head on collision traffic accident resulting in his or her life to be cut short. This leaving you in a state of utter shock and confusion as to why this has happened. A feeling so reprehensible that you begin to ask yourself the "what if's." What if he or she decided to take a different route? If you had called him or her at the time of travel, causing a distraction resulting in a delay in reaching the destination, would this not have happened? But the pressing question in which almost always flashes first in our mind is, why did this happen? What was the reason for it? And we will never receive the reason no matter how compelling the argument. It is simply and completely out of our hands.
     Aside from the negative comes the positive side of an occurrence. This outcome almost always receives a positive reaction seeing as how this kind of conclusion makes it impervious to negativity. For it seems to work in your favor and/or another's. A "what if" conjecture is definately relevant for question but you seem to lean more towards wondering in how this came about. Bringing back the interpretation of "Law of Attraction" and how it might play a part in the matter. Could it be an, "ask and you shall receive" kind of thing? It could very well be inferential to such events. 
     For example, your car has been having quite the array of issues these days. As the saying goes, "if it's not one thing, it's always another." For all things holy, at least the radio is functioning normally! (knock on wood) On your way to work one morning, listening to your favorite radio station as you always do, they announce your chance to win various prizes if you are the ninth caller! After countless times of this announcement always causing an annoyance to you, following the demand for the next song to be played, you think, what the hell? and decide to dial in. Not thinking twice about anyone actually answering the phone, sure enough! they do. And you happen to be the ninth caller. If that wasn't enough, the prize to win just so happens to be a brand new car! In complete astonishment, you nearly run yours right off the road. Seeing as how it's a piece of junk anyway and totaling the thing wouldn't make much of a difference from it's original appearance, you might want to be in good condition to be capable of driving the upgrade. 
    This example might be a bit brighter on the color spectrum than most positive occurrences but it paints quite a colorful picture pertaining to a good conclusion. You feel as though fate stepped in right in the knick of time seeing as how your car lacked there of. A wonder in how such luck became so incognito. A reason in which will never be fully understood for the simple fact that no premeditated thought or excogitated action you display will determine winning the lottery. 
     There is always an underlining meaning to which specific reasoning is the cause to each occurrence. We will always give way to our minds natural curiosity. Everyone is entitled to seek opinions, analyze credibility, leave an answer up to chance and/or keep a habitual stance on true beliefs. There is no right or wrong way of thinking. There is no limitations or ending point in which the imagination reaches before it can go no further. But bear in mind, there is always reasons in which have been made impossible for explanation. And a reason, though never quite fully understood, is always behind everything. 


     

Flatline

One beat. Two Beat. Three Beat. Four.

Each louder than the one before.

Five beat. Six beat. Seven beat. Eight

Such a calm and collective state

Nine beat to ten and ten to eleven.

Floating on clouds lifting straight up to heaven

Eleven beat. Twelve beat and twelve to thirteen

The air left so fresh and abundantly clean

Thirteen comes and goes in which the next never follows

Making the inhale of clean air now painful to swallow

From the cloud you are sitting quickly vanished beneath you

Away from your heaven. Far from all that you knew

Leaves you shaking and shattered

Thoughts collected, now scattered

Eight count. Seven count. Six count Five.

Your heart they are trying so hard to revive

Four count. Three count. Two count. One

They did all they could.  And no more could be done

A happiness felt only for a short time

Until broken your heart beats no more

You've flat lined.

♥

Uncover to Discover a Brilliant Mind

A brilliant mind is hard to find

A million faces it hides behind

Sincerity with every gesture

A conscience thought to never pester

Finds life itself a pleasant enjoyment

Intuitive thoughts. A view so clairvoyant 

Effortless to show emotion

But encloses itself in aberration

Breaks down a clear and simple truth 

Believing fully in our youth

Well-related and understanding

Never boastful or overbearing

Yes, a brilliant mind is quite hard to find

Though millions of faces it hides behind

Each uncovers a quality that pertains to it's brilliance

Each contributes an importance to it's very existence 

Wish Upon A Star

Throughout a vast and violet sky

Beyond each cloud that passes by

Are scattered stars, each one unique

Illumination at its peak

Though millions fill the open space

This sparkled speck stands out of place

A trillion miles away it sits

Creation so imacculate

Prefer the sun to disappear

To make this lucky star appear

Untouchable and out of reach

But you starshine, your mine to keep

A wonder if we're similar

In how introduction did occur

Were you just floating in the sky?

Gazing upon each watchful eye

Though millions filled the earth below

One pair of eyes just seemed to glow

And when the sun begins to rise

The easier to find those eyes

And so I'm yours. I'm your sunshine

I'm yours to keep. Was yours to find

As opposite as day and night

Both needed for a clearer sight

So every time I see this star

I'll always remember how special you are

And maybe, just maybe considering this

You feel just the same 

For a stars made to wish

She's Ready For You Boy

Her guard is up. She's ready to sock you boy
Her door is shut. She's ready to block you boy


A translucent color reflects your skin
Don't try to hide what your coverin'


A fabrication told so well
Your balance lost and down you fell

Her guard is up. She's ready to block you boy

Her door is shut. She's ready to sock you boy

A directive act of dominance
An overwhelming confidence


But speculations put to rest
A shallow heart. She should have guessed

Her guard is up. She's ready to block you boy

Her door is shut. She's ready to sock you boy

It's easy to believe a lie

But hard to uncover the reasons why

Her heart knew better than to reason

With dissimulators guilty of treason

Your chances are up. She's ready to trump you boy

Your mouth is left shut. She's ready to dump you boy