Everything happens for a reason. I've heard this saying countless times and it's still hard to fathom the thought. Through every situation comes reason. The well thought out question, why. Why do things happen? What is the main cause in which bad and or good things happen? Do we as individuals view these situations in a negative sense or do we view them in a positive light? And in doing so, does this cause an obscured view, steering away from the main focal point?
To question a cause for reaction is quite common and in doing so, can be an open invitation for doubt. Instead of allowing nature to take its course, we create the "what if" factor. One in which we are accustomed to portraying. What if I had done this differently? Or, "what if I had said this instead?" It is our curiosity to question reason, but in fact can envoke a cloudy mindset. Though we'd like to believe our conscience actions play a major role in each occurrence, it is only but a small part to contribute. But also one can relate conscience desires for a positive outcome to whats called, "Law of Attraction," which simply says that you attract into your life whatever you think about. That your dominant thoughts will find a way to manifest. This inference can be related but in a different sense.
I view the reasons that cause an outcome to be simply out of our hands. We can relate the cause to acts leading up to conclusion using hypothesis based notions but the main reason will never be made clear. We are affected differently through our thought process by how each situation is played out.
A negative outcome to a situation, in most cases causes a negative reaction. One in which makes the cause of events purely dissatisfying to ones self. Where is the light at the end of this never ending, dark tunnel? A question made so intangible to reason leaving paralyzing doubt left undiscovered.
For example, your best friend was involved in a head on collision traffic accident resulting in his or her life to be cut short. This leaving you in a state of utter shock and confusion as to why this has happened. A feeling so reprehensible that you begin to ask yourself the "what if's." What if he or she decided to take a different route? If you had called him or her at the time of travel, causing a distraction resulting in a delay in reaching the destination, would this not have happened? But the pressing question in which almost always flashes first in our mind is, why did this happen? What was the reason for it? And we will never receive the reason no matter how compelling the argument. It is simply and completely out of our hands.
Aside from the negative comes the positive side of an occurrence. This outcome almost always receives a positive reaction seeing as how this kind of conclusion makes it impervious to negativity. For it seems to work in your favor and/or another's. A "what if" conjecture is definately relevant for question but you seem to lean more towards wondering in how this came about. Bringing back the interpretation of "Law of Attraction" and how it might play a part in the matter. Could it be an, "ask and you shall receive" kind of thing? It could very well be inferential to such events.
For example, your car has been having quite the array of issues these days. As the saying goes, "if it's not one thing, it's always another." For all things holy, at least the radio is functioning normally! (knock on wood) On your way to work one morning, listening to your favorite radio station as you always do, they announce your chance to win various prizes if you are the ninth caller! After countless times of this announcement always causing an annoyance to you, following the demand for the next song to be played, you think, what the hell? and decide to dial in. Not thinking twice about anyone actually answering the phone, sure enough! they do. And you happen to be the ninth caller. If that wasn't enough, the prize to win just so happens to be a brand new car! In complete astonishment, you nearly run yours right off the road. Seeing as how it's a piece of junk anyway and totaling the thing wouldn't make much of a difference from it's original appearance, you might want to be in good condition to be capable of driving the upgrade.
This example might be a bit brighter on the color spectrum than most positive occurrences but it paints quite a colorful picture pertaining to a good conclusion. You feel as though fate stepped in right in the knick of time seeing as how your car lacked there of. A wonder in how such luck became so incognito. A reason in which will never be fully understood for the simple fact that no premeditated thought or excogitated action you display will determine winning the lottery.
There is always an underlining meaning to which specific reasoning is the cause to each occurrence. We will always give way to our minds natural curiosity. Everyone is entitled to seek opinions, analyze credibility, leave an answer up to chance and/or keep a habitual stance on true beliefs. There is no right or wrong way of thinking. There is no limitations or ending point in which the imagination reaches before it can go no further. But bear in mind, there is always reasons in which have been made impossible for explanation. And a reason, though never quite fully understood, is always behind everything.
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Everything Happens For a Reason
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Flatline
Uncover to Discover a Brilliant Mind
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Wish Upon A Star
Friday, April 23, 2010
She's Ready For You Boy
Her guard is up. She's ready to sock you boy
Her door is shut. She's ready to block you boy
A translucent color reflects your skin
Don't try to hide what your coverin'
A fabrication told so well
Your balance lost and down you fell
A directive act of dominance
An overwhelming confidence
But speculations put to rest
A shallow heart. She should have guessed
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
It's Never Too Early or Too Late to Wake Up to Something Great
Only in dreams do I feel at peace. A simple sense of realization made so clear and refined. A fantasy in which each wrong turned to right. Each forgotten thought remembered. A time where yesterday was great but tomorrow will be even greater. Yes, only in my slumber am I free behind these shut eyes. Free of mind, body and soul. But every dream shall be awakened. . .
The booming screams of high pitched beeps, continuously repeating one after the other echoed through my room. My moment of serenity came to an abrupt end as each beep became more clear and defined. My hands grasped the top of my head, easing slight pressure onto my temples in hopes to relieve the start of a headache about to creep its way in.
Just for the record, I am not a morning person. You won't catch me up at the crack of dawn, well rested and ready to start the day with a happy ass grin on my face. It's as if these early risers thrive on each extra hour they lose on sleep. Myself on the other hand, takes full advantage of all the minutes that make up each extra hour of sleep I can get away with. But yet, I'm never fully satisfied with the amount acquired. And a smile is anything but my first emotional impulse after being zonked out for hours. It's more like a confused cave woman to whom suffers from sensitivity to light and sound.
I rose slowly, as if asleep the past daylight hours in this coffin-like bed with a hunger for blood. Or maybe just a very large, very strong cup of coffee. I stumbled towards the still blaring alarm clock to silence the damn thing. Staring at the time long enough to realize I might have been a little too slow in getting up, having to give this one to the early birds who have punctuality on their side.
I made my way across the hall and straight to the kitchen to feed this hungry beast, my growling stomach. As I grab for the handle to the refrigerator, hoping that maybe a secret shopper stopped in for a visit late last night. Having secretly stocked the fridge with delicious breakfast delights. Each one just waiting to be devoured, only to find expired milk and a bag of tortillas to be the only contents inside.
I am now in a desperate search for any form of energy to rejuvenate my sleepwalking body. My frantic search comes to a satisfying end as I discover the big red tub with the black lid. Though turned around with it's label hidden, I knew. . .and began to sing out loud, and to all those early risers....The best part of waking up really is Folgers in your cup.
Monday, March 22, 2010
. . . .
He was right there the whole time. As if hidden underneath each well sought after hopeful. Sifting through one after the other after another. Imagining perfect tranquiltiy only to find complete and utter failure in each attempt I had made to find love.What was seen as true love only disguised itself as lying lust. Comfortability eased it's way into each relationship. The butterflies that fluttered about inside my stomach seemed to have found themselves sitting comfortably, without movement. I wanted to believe each relationship had the means in which to create a future. Telling myself I was comfortable enough to cope with the fact that these butterflies that once ran rapid throughout my stomach, creating a feeling so effervescent, so vivacious. A feeling I had felt once upon a time, had now seized to exist, only believed true in fairytales. I made up excuses that I now recognize as a fear of being alone. Therefore, I hold myself accountable for any anguish or heartache I experienced. I was the cause of this affliction. I started to believe that there must be something wrong with me. I tried bringing to order the disarray of thoughts that cluttered my head. Trying to eradicate each flaw I posessed in hopes to succeed in a healthy relationship. Belittling myself down so low that true love seemed out of reach, making it impossible to see over the obsticles that had been placed before me. It seemed impossible to find my way out of this labrynth.
It took a great amount of time to emphasize the fact that yeah, I'm not perfect. I may act as though I'm this lovestruck teenager who's let her emotions take over, causing normal behavioral instinct to become unconventional and irrational. But who hasn't interpreted this behavior at least once in their life? This was my rude awakening. As if in a comma this whole time, unconscience to reality. Awakened from a reprehensibly bad year to find the day was January 1st, 2010. The day I realized the counterpart to my heart and soul was here all along.
Have you ever felt an attraction to someone so peculiar and eccentric that it causes you to become completely oblivious to it's meaning? Though, you've had nowhere near the amount of time spent with that person as you have with past boyfriends/girlfriends, you feel as though you can say anything knowing it's safe and secured in their mind and that they will sustain that information for as long as you wish it to be discoursed. Being able to reveal an opinion or inclination about an issue without the fear of being judged. Recieving recognition for your abilities that, for the most part had been overlooked by most. A feeling as though you administer the same compassionate qualities. Having experienced similar hardships and persecution with relation to family, friends and the overall perception of today's society that we live in. One who shows a deeper compassion for those they care about just as you do. .I found just that in a guy who I had known for years, only to discover I had no idea who he was on the inside. From just an eccentric attraction felt only upon appearance, I discovered that love isn't hard to find, it is just hard to recognize. So look beyond an exterior. You'll find there's more that catches your eye.
