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Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Loree Lee

This story that I’m telling you, is about a girls stupidity. Simplicity at first until her life soon led to tragedy. Oh did I skip too far ahead from what I’ve said already. Silly me, My apologies. Her name was Loree Lee. This girl was something special. Not to say she needed help. But she had much potential. A little shy. Afraid to lie. Her words were left unspoken. The time it took to notice her, your watch must then be broken. Nobody asked her out on dates. No one relates to a girl so pure of heart. A heart not torn apart by love but the journey it embarqs. Though plain, her beauty shined within. Her olive skin. Big hazel eyes that deepened always remained the same. No shadows, liners, eyelash definers could ever place the blame. See, Loree Lee was plain indeed, but far from ordinary. Never succumbed to wicked ones. A heavy soul she carried.



A handsome boy, about six foot with eyes that filled with passion, showed interest in Ms. Loree Lee. An obvious attraction. Confused at this, despite the risk she answered his polite gesture. He grabbed her hand, he had a plan that soon will really test her. In awe, she can’t believe this guy who’s showed an interest she wont deny that fate brought her and him to meet. She believes this cannot be beat.


He stops his charm, to her alarm he’s gotten pretty quiet. Been walking on for hours now, his presence seems defiant. The grip he has now starts to tighten, no room to move she’s getting frightened. She tugs her arm to be set free. But he’s clenching on to Loree Lee. She thinks she’ll try to scream real loud. Her yell cut short as he covers her mouth. She’s panicking now as she tries to stop walking. But his strength overpowers her fists he is blocking. Alone in the woods she’s left helpless. Surrendered. Nobody to save her. Each cry left unanswered. Loree Lee decided to ignore her conscience see, believed that he saw something more that meets the eye. A deeper soul she tried to find. Instead Ms. Loree Lee had found, her life cut short. Buried in the ground.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Wake Up Great

I woke up feeling great today



Much differently than yesterday




I cant quite seem to figure out


What this feelings all about




I went to sleep so filled with hatred


Awoke with joy. These smiles painted




No melancholy mood to stress me


No worried thoughts tried to depress me.




Did I succeed and clear my head


With just a few hours spent in bed?




Did my nightmare, or so it’d seem


Disguise itself as just a dream?





Either way, I could never attest


To a day so content from a little more rest




I just might have to cut my night short


And spend it alone in a comfy resort





In hopes that tomorrows as good as today


In fact, should be better since I’ve been here all day

Familiar Stranger

Another day, another year
My life stands still more apt to fear
This merry-go-round of draining emotion
has no signs of an end, no relief or devotion
My worries build up, my brain starts to ache
Im edgy, uneasy. There isn't much more I can take
Why do I demolish my hopes of achieving?
Why beat myself up? Leave no room for believing
These dreams and these goals were supposed to live up to
The drive to succeed. We have it. We all do.
But what if one day you wake up and realize
A stranger within has been looking through your eyes
They walk like we do and they talk just the same
We dont even know how long its been since they came
They act as chameleons, taking on any shape or form
Provide a feeling of comfort  and shelter from the storm
They pick up the slack when it grows such a burden
We shove hatred their way thinking that it wont hurt them
When in trouble we've caused, they're an excellent scapegoat
They save us from drowning and teach us to float
But what if this stranger, this person we trust
Couldn't handle the pressure, found it hard and unjust
Couldn't stand to just sit there and watch through your eyes
See you hide behind fear, hear you over analyze
They are done with excuses and done with self pity
You've done nothing but use them to escape reality
So they're gone with no warning, no intention to return
In hopes of believing that one day you'll learn
You grow weary and helpless. Your patience runs thin

But remember you, yourself is the stranger. Your dependent within

Breath Easy

Questioning motives you look past his desperation



He is the antidote that cures your fascination






Waiting with watchful eyes you pass a forceful gesture


A touch that will tantalize your body you have rendured














He melts your iced cold heart


Breath easy now






Completes what you couldn’t start


Breath easy now














He numbs all the pain you’ve felt that’s left you so disabled


His voice calms your racing thoughts returns shaking nerves to stable






He makes you feel beautiful despite your harsh perception


A promise he will fulfill to not lead you to deception










He finds the missing piece


Breath easy now






With him you are now complete


Breath easy now

Inside Out

"Inside Out"







[verse one]


Reaching out to find there's nothing there to keep you on the ground


The darkness leaves you blind, you've just lost sight of what cannot be found






You wonder how it got this way


In fact it may. . . just be what you've become


Not knowing where you once came from






[chorus]


I'm turned inside out


The love that filled my soul


is now hollowed out






You lost me in the crowd


with no hand to hold


I turn inside out






[verse two]


Repeating steps I take keeps leading me back to where I started


The choices that I make seem wrong and leave me broken hearted






You wonder how it got this bad


Just if you had. . . one chance to press rewind


to start again yourself you'd find






[chorus]


I'm turned inside out


The love that filled my soul


is now hollowed out






You lost me in the crowd


with no hand to hold


I turn inside out






[final verse]


I can't seem to figure out


why i am turning inside out


My feelings I have tried to hide


Are showing on the outside






I'm turned inside out


No hand to hold


I am inside out

How Could I?

How could I?







If only I could erase my fears


Unraveled. Scared. Beyond repair






If only I could plug my ears


Blockade. Disaster. Destroying faster










No day passes by


That I don’t think.


How could I?






Forget to even try


I just gave up


How could I?










A stranger, I walk among my friends


Unheard. Neglected. Thoughts reflected






Push through the crowd, my body blends


Indifferent. Rejected. So Unexpected














No day passes by


That I don’t think


How did I?






Forget to even try


I just gave up


How could I?